Thursday, March 03, 2005
What is with me?
Do you ever wonder why people always tell you what to do, even though they themselves act the same way as you? Why do you always have to mind what other people say when they can say almost anyhting and everything they want? I am so sick and tired of people telling me off because of my attitude, my speech, and my behavior. Why do I have to mind what other people feel? Why do I have to avoid hurting them with my tongue-lashing when they are not even concious of what they do to me?
Life is sooooooo unfair.
Just yesterday I was having a conversation with this friend of mine (if she even considers me her friend). What was it about? Well, it was jus about my big mouth! I have to shut up 'coz other people don't like waht they hear. I have to consider what to say before actually saying it because others may get hurt in the process. Hmmmm.... Do they even do this?
Fine. Other people might say that no one will change when no one starts. Why doo I always have to start? And to think that they don't even recognize the changes that you've made! They are so engrossed withthemselves and their FEELINGS that they don't even bother to adjust for other people! They just like telling off those who they think are calluos enough that when the sermon session starts, they feel as if they're perfect.
To hell with them. You know who you are. And don't even think starting a propaganda against me. It won't hurt me anyway. I'm insensitive, remember?
Why do I even bother writing this? Because it feels good too let your anger out, even at the price of a computer keyboard. No one wants to share their problems to me. Why? They're afraid of me? Afraid I might publish it for all the world to see? Try me. No one wants to listen to me. Hmmm. Well, not no one. Anyway, my point is that no one wants to bother adding up their problems by listening to mine. Sure. Fine by me. Just don't approach when you want something from me.
Why do I write all these stuff? I am so full of it all! So the next time yuu are within hearing range of me, better back off. I may unknowingly hurt your super-sensitive ego.