Why is it that when you are the person you like, you don't get to be yourself? You're not pretending or anything. It's just that instead of starting a conversation, you get giddy and smile a lot and never do anything right. It's stupid, really. But it's true. For my case, anyway.

Why oh why?

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I should stop eating seconds. Hmmm. I think I'm getting big and my pants fit me very snugly right now. This is not good.

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We went to Pasay today. For our NSTP class. Everybody died. Yes. We had to walk through a barangay and it was so hot! And the river was smelling pretty bad so that was not good. And we went through this tunnel. It's not a tunnel, really. It's just a really narrow strip of land where a lot of people live. By the river. And there were spaces where you could fall into the filthy muck beneath the space you were walking on. Honestly, something should be done about this. The living conditions of those people were awful and I even saw some children sleeping on an elevated wooden box thingy. Honestly, people, it was awful.

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We saw happy feet today. I think it was my first movie with a lot of Intarpips watching with me. Hmmm. Sino nga kami? Ace, Moi, CJ, Kitel, Nil, Gerald, Ardynne, Joanne, and Daniel. A crazy mix, but a welcome one nevertheless. Plus, I have a new penguin tumbler from an upsized KFC bucket meal! Yeah! But I got Lovelace. Hmmm. He was weird in the movie. But I really liked the scene with the killer whales. I laughed really hard when the pastic thingy that you get with six-packs that was on his neck got snagged on a bell. And he was tossed mercilessly into the air! Woohoo!!!

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TRP practices were topped off with a brain-freezing Slurpee from Seven Eleven. It turned our lips, teeth, and tongue blue. Coolness.

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I'm pissed of. I have a bad copy of Grey's Anatomy's [3x09]. The frame kept jerking after 20+ minutes were in. Hateful. I had to watch the rest of the episode in its jerky quality because I can't download anything anymore! I lack space and I don't want to delete anything. So what do I do? I have to wait for my new hard drive. Please arrive soon. Please?