I didn't think that anyone so close to me could be so friggin' cynical (and FYI, hindi ako cynical). It gets a little frustrating at times. :( Go away, Negative Person!

It's weird that our Y!G is populated with people I don't know. Yet.

Thanks to Nil for the heads up regarding the grades. For once, I wasn't anticipating. And my Bio grade is what I expected it to be - an ugly scar on my otherwise quite okay 2nd Sem grade list thing whatever. I hate it. Oh well.

Aside from the labs I'm supposed to accomplish, I'm also having shots for whatever since I'll be more exposed to those stuff now. And I'm now battling a fever due to Typhoid vaccine. Ugh.

I don't get it when people call other people who take a lot of pictures of themselves (or generally people who like having their pictures taken) cam whores. Okay, maybe I do get it. But I think it's rather inappropriate.

A cam whore is either:
1. an individual who exposes themself on the Internet with a webcam software in exchange for goods, usually by encouraging viewers to purchase items on their wish lists or add to their online accounts, or
2. individuals who post pictures or videos of themselves on the Internet to gain attention

So if someone calls you a cam whore, you therefore gain the right to award that person a b*tch slap. Unless you really do either/both those things, then that's a different matter altogether.

Must cite sources!

Now I can't update my iPod with all the David Cook goodness floating around in cyberspace. :( Not 'til one week, anyhoot.

Memes. Hmph.

RULES

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.

B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.

(I don't want to tag anyone and have them suffer, hoho.)

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Raise a ruckus AND then decide to talk.

2. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
What can I do? Go on liking the person 'til someone better comes along, maybe.

3. What's your take on same-sex marriages?
Not quite against it. It's what suits some people so...

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Not really, no.

5. What's your ideal lover like?
Hot at matalino, okay na yun, haha. (Shucks mababaw ba?)

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
Hmmm. I think both. The former speaks of your humanity and your ability to enrich someone else, and the latter refers to your effing appeal to the tasteful few. :D

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
Haha and it doesn't happen now? Uhm, yes, I guess. If there's nothing better to do.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Refer to Number 7.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
Nope, not really.

10. What do you want most in life?
To love and be loved in return is the expected answer. Me, I just want my MD, my family, and a bit of dessert on the side.

11. Is being tagged fun?
It's horrible. :D

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
Raise a ruckus, then talk. Hopefully, what they have more than compensates for my hypothetical wrath. Props to them for risking that, haha.

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
Why ask?

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
She's an evil witch.

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
Married and rich. But I think I'll turn out to resemble the first choice.

16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognize you, what would you do/how would you react?
I know for a fact that I can be recognized, so this question is of no moment.

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
Yes.

18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
Really, such a thing is possible? In reality? The person I love more, of course.

19. What type of friends do you like?
The good type.

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
Laugh out loud. Hopefully, that person is a good sport. If not, then that's too bad.

So now that going to the beach (and touring a whole island in the period of one day) is out of the way, I now have nothing to do except bury myself with all the good pages I packed with my clothes for the journey home, the amount of the said reams dwindling at a rate faster than my days are going, dangit. Ah well, there's always the occasional NG magazine and whatnots my dad might have, aye?

So now that I sport a nice tan (although by no means have I been very fair to start with), I stupidly consume more chocolate truffles than my body needs, hence the need for the regular trips to the gym which have been reduced to a less than regular state due to a mishap that caused my arms to resist a certain amount of lifting. Funny though it may sound now, but funny it was not when I was putting on my shirt then.

I now have discovered that I may be inclined to having a favorite brother, hard as I quell the idea. How random was that!

I thought that the time that I spent (and will continue to spend) away from school and all its nastiness would afford me even an instant of a someone not being in my thoughts. Wrong. Someone once said that I had to stop visiting a certain blog, but forgetting about this wise bit of advise, I typed the URL by reflex and found myself a bit startled when I found myself staring at three new posts. Muscle memory, guh.

It's quite unfortunate that I went to a high school one boat ride away. Now that I feel the need of company - not that I'm lacking any as I do have a large family, mind - I can't do anything about it because (1) those people have summer classes, and (2) those who are available are too inaccessible.

Rant, rant, rant is what this post turned out to be.

Oh and Bean's post about the iMed brouhaha turned out to be quite touching, it having a reference to my astig-ness, haha. I've wanted to do similar one for weeks now, but I think I'll never get around to writing it. I guess it will have to remain a personal sentiment, won't it?

Oh, and I stumbled on a bit of good advice when I was occupying myself with the aforementioned pages:

Put your trust in God, and pray for guidance. And when in doubt, eat.