Okay after posting this I shall sleep!

I just finished posting replies in our class's (HS) forum. It just hit me that I miss them so much.

I miss a lot from high school. It's the time when I get to laugh and run and love. Now it's just study, study and study. I hate this. But this post isn't about hating...

We made a song before:

It's been a long time since I last saw the class complete. Grad na ata yun. After that we parted ways. Serious life ahead. But I hate being serious! Haha...

I shared four years with the same set of people. Sure we were all different but I grew to love and accept them.

During our last year together, di na kami masyadong sinisipot ng mga teacher namin. So we talk like there's no tomorrow, kahit saan. I miss those long talks especially with my friend China. I miss talking without words. When you're with the right person you need not utter a full sentence at all. By just staring at each other you end up laughing or hugging each other with teary eyes.

I miss the grass sa oval at sa quadrangle ng Pisay namin. It's a very nice place to look at stars. Dito wala akong nakikitang stars! Wala pang tambayan dito dahil wala nang homeroom!

I miss the beige tiles in our Grav homeroom where anyone can sleep.

I miss the Pisay logo and the water tank! Sana naka-akyat man lang ako sa tank before I said buhbye to Pisay.

I miss the cheap meals! I miss eating without getting ripped off.

I miss our teachers (even though brutal sila).

But these things can be forgone (but not easily). The ones that I really miss are my high school buddies. Don't get me wrong. It's not that I don't like the people I'm with right now (some lang naman), but we haven't had that many experiences together.

I miss shouting at people. I've hurt many (I bet all) of my classmates before, but I don't miss being hated. I just miss the look thhey give me when I say something bad. Haha.

I miss having late night text sessions, talking about love and all. Haha! I miss the person I taxt with. Hmmmmmmm.

I miss the faces of these people. Kahit four years ko silang kasama di pa rin ako nagsawa sa kanila.

I miss playing Dance Rev and Dance Maniax with my friends. Ang konti nang may alam ng Dance Maniax dito!

I miss hanging out sa kanila ni Paa. Yes, we can eat a lot without paying that much. Surprise!

I miss having sleepovers.

I miss the plays and presentations!

I miss having this person to stare at when all else fails. I miss having quarrels (LQ?) and the hate-love cycle. I miss debating about principles about life and love. Heck I miss being in love (na nakikita mo araw-araw yung taong mahal mo)!

I miss the old life I had, even though it sucked big time. But all I can do now is accept what I'm faced with right now.

I'm so sad and tired.

I miss my family. I miss eating home-cooked meals. I miss talking in the jeepneys very LOUDLY.

Kelan pa ba to matatapos?

I miss me...