I would like to evade tax when playing Monopoly. Can I do that?

I finished my first sodoku this week. Yes.

Why is it that disappointment is always there to catch you when you soar? Or is it because reality cannot simply meet expectation?


Why am I like this these days? I seem to drag my feet to almost anywhere I go. Why can I not lie down and close my eyes and just forget to breathe for at least 15 minutes?

Why is it that when I am about to sleep I can't seem to go around doing it? Why is it that when I am about to sleep I think of you? Not of the times that would make me proud. But of the times we could have been happier. I don't want this anymore. I have to move one. And I prefer to do it alone. Why can you not let go? I can't do this to you. I can't go because a part of me is still held by you. Give me to me! Please?

I want this desperately. We have been doing this for so long. I really think it can't work. Between the two of us. How many times did we try?

But why is it that when we try we are more miserable? I'm not thinking as heavy. But I feel heavier. Not to have you near to remind me that this sickening drone has a cause. But what is the cure?

What do I have to do? I can't seem to move on. Or wait. Am I just kidding myself? What if I'm just making this up when there's really nothing there? But this is unfair.

I feel lost and confused. Much like the feeling I get after calibrating micrometers.

To quote Joanne: "Fudge."