I don't know how to project and perceive the guilty look. Joan thought it was curious and I thought so too. Basta. Yun. Guilty=curious. But anyway, we still don't have an intro for the maglalatik for TRP. Grr. Anyway... I'm happy! And I'm also happy because everyone is in the same euphoric state as I am! Yeah! No, no drugs. Just...uhm...happy!

Why am I happy? Basta. Happy happy happy. Now I sound stupid. But I'm happy! Yey to happy songs! It was weird yesterday. My Media Player was on shuffle and all the songs that were playing were so depressing! "I hate the world today," "Gloomy Sunday," etc. No wonder I felt depressed during the last few days. Stupid Media Player. You have been polluting my mind with these sad sad songs! Haha. But waht matters is that I'm happy now. And I hope this feeling lasts. And I aslo hope that everyone else feels happy too.

We (Nikka, Ivan, Anne, and moi) did nothing for NSTP yesterday. We just got cooped up in this room, talking and playing cards! And when we got bored, we went to the PGH foodcourt and ate. For a long time. When we felt like somebody was looking for us, we went back. but that was only a feeling. I really think that they (Ward 3 people) wouldn't care if the earth opened up and swallowed us. Hmmm. And when it was time to go, a nurse invited us to feed the NGT (tubes that run from their nose to their stomach)people! Hello, what timing! But we did it anyway. It was scary/fun. I was talking to the guy who was watching MY (haha) patient and he said that they were in the hospital for 2 months already! How sad is that. And while we were chatting, an intern approached the bad and asked me something. Oh no! I didn't even know the name of the patient that I was feeding! Gah!

But I'm still happy. And this issue about coin-picking is bothersome. But it's getting soooooooo old. Haha.