waht a very biological night. i'm supposed to do my bio report for tomorrow, but i can't think. yes, my brain is currently out of service. yuck, para naman elevator. why do i always want to put studying off? it's such a necessity. talaga? kasi it's boring. and it's depressing. and even though i end up having pounds of eye bags on my face every day, the results of all my hard work are just barely passing. mediocre. so why put too much effort for something that doesn't really yield glorious results? experience? experience is overrated.

so i find diversions. life daw isn't about grades. shut up! eh, magiging doctor kaya ako pag di ako pumasa? at di raw pinapansin ang grades na nakuha ko sa CAS kung nasa med school na ako. doi. pano kaya ako makakapasok ng med school kung babagsak ako, aber? so we all end up burning eyebrows until we have none of them left. does this idiom even translate?

i clearly am not coherent. my writing is all disjointed and stuff. and i am so sleepy.

i know why my brain is resisting me. it's so early. sabi kasi ni dr. magboo, we work best during wee hours of the day. di ba to relative?

hay naku. i miss you, starbucks.

ayokong maumpog sa araw. it's too big a responsibility. may lingon-lingon effect pa. ayoko nga! i want to be kept in the dark forever. kahit makapiling ko ang mga uod, okay lang. magsasama na lang kami ni mariang pandakokak. magagalit kaya si islaw palitaw? gawd, i recited in hum for the second time. yey moi!

at feeling ko kailangan ko nang gawin yung bio lab namin. baka saksakin ako ni pokolo ng sangkatutak niyang mga scalpel.

bless me.