i think i am gaining weight. think, because i really haven't confirmed this by actually weighing myself. i haven't been on a scale for months! but i seriously think that i am gaining weight. this is because i get depressed very easily. and i am depressed. stupid acads. so for consolation, i eat. and after eating, i feel depressed because i ate a lot. i don't really care about my getting fat. it's just that it's not healthy. and because i'm depressed, i just justify my eating habits. and i eat, get depressed, and eat.

repeat cycle.

how pathetic do is sound? my world is getting smaller. at present it is limited to the confines of my ugly school and my dorm room. to brigde the gap, there's rob. at least there's a mall. but my air conditioned walkway is beginning to get tiresome.

lamenting doesn't help. switch!

i am excited! we three (jf, joanne, and moi) are going to watch THE HOLIDAY later. happy happy me! ano kaya panonoorin nina cy at dan? or lova palooza na ba ito? nyahahahaha!